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speaking loudly
and of justice
but still capable of harm
how could you not be
how could you not be
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CRUNCH HOUSE BATHROOM
02:44
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i'm in hell
i'm in the crunch house bathroom
how could anyone do this forever
i'm in new hampshire
asleep on the couch
sleep for three hours
figure it out
this is a kind of death
bruised on my thighs
blood in my mouth
figure it out
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3. |
I CAN'T FEEL IT ANYMORE
02:58
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life drains
silence crushes
time stops
bones full of tar
veins filled with dirt
endless fucking trudge
the shroud is moving in
and with it comes the cold
how long has it been
since i felt present
it all comes flooding back
i hear the sound of my voice
i hear the sound of my own voice
straining and struggling
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looking forward to what end
you won't like what you see
looking forward to what end
you won't like what's left
looking forward all i care to see is me
past my demise all unclear
to worry beyond is all consuming
spitting in the face of god at what's left
i can't face it alone
i won't face it alone
do whatever to take me out of this world
reborn into the next
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5. |
WILDFIRE
01:51
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let my love of fashion
burn the forest
let my selfish fantasy
burn the forest
let me want for nothing
burn the forest
let my falling comfort
burn the forest
burn the forest
burn the forest
burn the forest
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6. |
VIOLETS
03:29
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o little flowers, she'll welcome you
so tenderly, so warmly!
i know where you will die tonight
but you can never, never know
the bliss of dying
with the violets i sent you
will close their blue eyes on your chest
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7. |
REST CURE
02:48
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in my hole by the airport
nobody told me i could
still now
in my sea of home and comfort
i travel
listless supine
even in the daylight i wax and wane
but without a special interest
how can i survive
where has my love for the outside world gone
days passing feel endless
i'm lifting over my limit
and my lust is not for knowledge
hold my hand on the way to heaven
all my elders are twenty seven
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monolithic notions of lived experience
paint your personal failure as spiritual weakness
layers of gauze and linen for freedom of movement
as i feel my failure to be fearless in movement
i will grow bigger than this body
in full view
god and my country
disown me
i'm trying but nothing covers me like a comfort
nothing swallows me like a wave
nothing vores me
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9. |
DEATHLESS FOREVER
04:32
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i will burn bright like a gold star
i will be gorgeous in low light
i'm on massasoit thinking
fucked forever
that's alright
i could feel alone anywhere
i could feel alone zesting an orange
i could feel alone anywhere
i could feel alone out on 202
the body works so hard to form a scar
i don't wanna shrink down anymore and try on your clothes
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