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GOLD STAR

by SPACE CAMP

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1.
speaking loudly and of justice but still capable of harm how could you not be how could you not be
2.
i'm in hell i'm in the crunch house bathroom how could anyone do this forever i'm in new hampshire asleep on the couch sleep for three hours figure it out this is a kind of death bruised on my thighs blood in my mouth figure it out
3.
life drains silence crushes time stops bones full of tar veins filled with dirt endless fucking trudge the shroud is moving in and with it comes the cold how long has it been since i felt present it all comes flooding back i hear the sound of my voice i hear the sound of my own voice straining and struggling
4.
looking forward to what end you won't like what you see looking forward to what end you won't like what's left looking forward all i care to see is me past my demise all unclear to worry beyond is all consuming spitting in the face of god at what's left i can't face it alone i won't face it alone do whatever to take me out of this world reborn into the next
5.
WILDFIRE 01:51
let my love of fashion burn the forest let my selfish fantasy burn the forest let me want for nothing burn the forest let my falling comfort burn the forest burn the forest burn the forest burn the forest
6.
VIOLETS 03:29
o little flowers, she'll welcome you so tenderly, so warmly! i know where you will die tonight but you can never, never know the bliss of dying with the violets i sent you will close their blue eyes on your chest
7.
REST CURE 02:48
in my hole by the airport nobody told me i could still now in my sea of home and comfort i travel listless supine even in the daylight i wax and wane but without a special interest how can i survive where has my love for the outside world gone days passing feel endless i'm lifting over my limit and my lust is not for knowledge hold my hand on the way to heaven all my elders are twenty seven
8.
monolithic notions of lived experience paint your personal failure as spiritual weakness layers of gauze and linen for freedom of movement as i feel my failure to be fearless in movement i will grow bigger than this body in full view god and my country disown me i'm trying but nothing covers me like a comfort nothing swallows me like a wave nothing vores me
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i will burn bright like a gold star i will be gorgeous in low light i'm on massasoit thinking fucked forever that's alright i could feel alone anywhere i could feel alone zesting an orange i could feel alone anywhere i could feel alone out on 202 the body works so hard to form a scar i don't wanna shrink down anymore and try on your clothes

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Engineered, mixed and mastered by Seth Manchester at Machines with Magnets in Pawtucket, RI

Photography by Gabrielle Choiniere

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released January 13, 2023

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SPACE CAMP South Windsor, Connecticut

“what is this, besides way too much” - anonymous sound guy
spacecampcthc@gmail.com

photo by Gabrielle Choiniere

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